Don't Blink

Hanging in There Like a Hair in a Biscuit...

2011-10-08T22:04:00.002-05:00

So the past few weeks have been an absolute whirlwind. Just when I was getting used to 3rd grade and things were settling down, my world was turned upside down.

Long story short...3 weeks after school started, because our numbers were low at Roberts, I was surplussed to another campus. After working so hard to get my classroom together I had to tear it all down and start over from scratch. A new school, new students, new staff, new grade-level...let me just say there have been many tears shed the last few weeks. But in a weird, God-works-in-mysterious-ways kind-of way, this chaos has been an answer to prayer. (Now that I have some hindsight to the situation it is getting easier to choke those words out).

Prior to changing schools I had been telling Chad that I felt like I wasn't being challenged as a teacher. I wanted experience teaching reading (as I had only taught math, science, and social studies) and it was something that I really felt strongly about. And strangely enough I never felt a peace about being in 3rd grade...it was as if God was preparing my heart and mind for the move.

I was told on a Monday that I would be leaving Roberts...Tuesday I packed up my class...Wednesday, Thursday and Friday I set up shop in the new room...and the next Monday started teaching first grade at Parkway. So I got what I wished for. I get to teach reading...and math...and science...and social studies!! I think God definitely has a sense of humor.

Through this whole process I have been blessed. So many people have reached out to give me words of encouragement, and have taken time out of their lives to help me with lessons, the classroom, etc. The staff at Parkway has been amazing. They welcomed me with open arms. I really couldn't ask for anything else. So here is the new room...

And the rolling cart that is insanely heavy and full of 1st grade curriculum. I am not a morning person so you can imagine how happy I am to load this into the car EVERY SINGLE MORNING.

OTHER HAPPENINGS...

Our baby girl turned 8. Her birthday was on a Monday...blah...so we surprised her by having her locker decorated all cutesie!

And then we had a slumber party at a hotel and there were little girls everywhere:)

Taylor's art won 2nd place at the fair!

And little man started the 4 year old class at KDO.

Life is good!

Four Year Shots...

2011-07-27T22:53:00.005-05:00

Connor has only been four since March. I'm feeling pretty good that we finally got him in for his well-check. Geez. So he has grown three-and-a-half inches, which puts him in the 40th percentile. Yay. We have a kid that broke the tenth percentile! That's exciting.

We warned Connor last night that he would have to get shots. I don't know which is worse...springing it on them at the last minute or forewarning. He tried so hard to be brave, but it was just too much when the needles actually made their dreaded appearance.

Sometimes I feel silly taking pictures of, what seems like mundane, unimportant things like going to the doctor...but down the road I'm always glad I did. It's memories that would probably otherwise be forgotten. I love the little everyday happenings of life.

My parents bought Ladder Ball for the kids. That's a fun game. We've been playing in the front yard. All 3 of our kids are competitive. They like to talk a lot of smack. Wonder where they get that from?!

In Pictures...

2011-07-23T17:43:00.005-05:00

So my new thing is playing with the Instagram app. I love taking pictures of the little, daily things that make up our life. And Blurb has the coolest idea...putting your instagram photos in a book. Love it! I plan on doing one for each season. The summer book is almost finished and ready for print.

In pictures, this is what has been happening round here.

I found these magnetic letters at the Dollar Spot in Target. Haven't had them in awhile, but they are great for Connor.

They're back! Oh yes...love friendship bracelets!

Oh Harry...why does it have to end?

Playing on www.pbskids.org

Hanging around

Too big

I have a love/hate relationship with this place. I'm in the love phase right now...hoping it lasts.

The Goings On at the Hill's...

2011-07-14T00:00:00.000-05:00

We spent last Saturday at our friends' getaway in Roaring Springs. They call it the TTR (teeny tiny ranch). It is beautiful, peaceful, and relaxing...a great place to take a deep breath and enjoy nature.

We floated the pond.

We cooked-out on the reefer.

We played.

We bonded.

We enjoyed the rain clouds that surrounded us.

We rode like red-necks. Life on the TTR is nice!

These 2 little guys are the best of friends. We just refer to them as Seth and Chad Jr. They are miniature versions of their dads, and it is too funny watching them in action. They took swimming lessons together this week and got to hang out a little more than usual. Love these boys!

And last night this happened. Our doorbell rang at 10:55 and this is what was waiting for us. a sidewalk and driveway all chalked-up. Yep! Taylor was "chalked" for the first time. We are especially thankful it was not t.p. Considering our younger days of wrapping, if what goes around comes around then we are done for.

I ♥ West Texas...

2011-07-10T21:37:00.003-05:00

The heavens declare the glory of God,

and the sky above proclaims his handiwork.

Psalm 19:1

The Mommy Teacher...

2011-07-08T23:15:00.002-05:00

As a teacher I am always looking for ways to make learning more enjoyable for my students. Of course my most important students are my 3 kiddos.

Our mission right now? The alphabet. We are working with Connor on his letters and the sounds they make. I find it fascinating how little ones acquire language. They are just like little sponges.

We want it to be fun so we came up with a few activities to motivate him. The girls are even excited about it. And man they are great little teachers themselves. It's so fun watching them work patiently with their little brother.

Our plan is to focus on one letter a week. We will really delve into that letter and learn as much as we can about it (capital, lowercase, its sound, etc). We will have Connor do different activities with each letter. For example we may print off a page of capital A's and lowercase a's, have him cut them out, and then sort them into 2 piles. That will also help develop his fine motor skills. We will explore our world and discover all the places we find letters.

We are starting with "A". Tomorrow we are going on a road trip and the competition is on. Whoever finds the most A's wins. The "A" can be on signs, billboards, clothes, the t.v., inside the car...wherever! I will keep a log and the winner gets to pick out a prize (dollar spot @ Target, ice cream, etc). They are pumped!

What I love most is sitting down and reading a good book with my kids. From picture books to chapter books I want to instill in them a love for reading. And what better way to end a long day than cuddling up with my 3 babies and escaping in a good story?!

There are so many resources that promote phonics skills/phonemic awareness. Here are a few of the resources we have found and like:

http://themommyteacher.com (a great resource for ideas)

iPhone app: ABC Tracing

This app is great! It helps kids get a feel for the formation of letters as they trace along the dotted lines. It shows both upper and lowercase letters as well as a picture to help kids learn the sound it makes.

Chicka Chicka Boom Boom by Bill Martin

LeapFrog Letter Factory Video. The girls watched this over and over again when they were little and they still remember the catchy song. "The A says /a/...the A says /a/...every letter makes a sound the A says /a/"!

4th of July...

2011-07-03T20:24:00.004-05:00

You know those days where you don't have a care in the world? Nothing weighing you down...just a perfectly peaceful state of mind. That was today for us. It consisted of:

A little Round of Hand and Foot
Decorating Bikes/Scooters for the Parade @ Vintage
Watermelon and Hot Dogs
Dip in the Pool

The 4th is Fun...With or Without Fireworks

Listening to One of the Founding Fathers

Cooling Off

Golf with the Guys...

2011-06-30T22:42:00.005-05:00

So we survived without the a/c last night...but just barely. I tossed and turned in the suffocating heat, while Chad woke up every-so-often to use the spray bottle for some relief. He would spray down and go back to sleep. I would have done the same, but it was too hot to move that far. Taylor and Averi wimped out on us...they begged me to take them to their grandparents. Whatever!! So anyway, a/c is back on and in full force. It's the little things...

Before she wimped-out and left us to suffer all alone last night, Taylor was talking about how excited she was to play golf with Chad and Poppi. She asked if I would wake her up early so she could get all gussied up for her golf debut. I think she's pretty cute myself!

Swing it, girl!

Relief From the Heat...

2011-06-29T20:13:00.007-05:00

This heat...oh this heat! Our air conditioner has slowly been dying the last few days...it finally kicked the bucket tonight, so we are in for a long, hot, stuffy night. I will choose to be thankful:) To escape we took the girls for a bit of pampering today. They now have red, white, and blue toenails, appropriately. We also did a little shopping and scored some great deals at Gap. Cute clothes are cuter when they're cheap!

Connor started swim lessons this week. I would have never thought that after the 2nd lesson he would be swimming, but sho'nuff he is. His instructor was quite impressed. She kept scooting the chairs farther apart in the water and he was able to swim the distance. He also jumped off the diving board tonight, and he loved it! He is a fearless little guy...makes me nervous.

After his first lesson he got a ribbon for his hard work. He was thrilled and kept asking: "Does it mean I won?"

Practicing moving his arms.

I love my little Connor. He usually has possession of my phone and he has figured out how to download apps. He knows he can only get free ones...and he has to ask me first. So when he finds a game he wants he comes to me and says: "Can I get it?...It's three!"

Tomorrow Chad and Steve are taking Taylor to play a round of golf. I can't wait to hear how much fun they have. Taylor is super excited. She got some clubs for her birthday and has been itching to use them.

Averi is still healing from surgery. Her ears have been hurting the last few days. This is normal, and I remember it happening to Taylor. I just pray she feels 100% better ASAP! Getting your tonsils out is no joke.

Whewee! Glad That's Over With...

2011-06-24T22:26:00.021-05:00

I am so happy we are on the other side of Averi's tonsillectomy. We've been anxiously awaiting this for a least a year now. On top of her issues with asthma, she has had to deal with strep and other respiratory problems...mostly during the fall and spring. With all of her issues I don't know if she has ever felt 100% on a consistent basis. I am so excited for her to just feel good!

Wednesday the 22nd was the big day. Dr. Scolaro's office told us to be at the surgery center by 8:30, so of course we rushed to get there on time only to wait...and then wait some more. I believe it was 9:45 when we were called back to the 2nd waiting room. This is where the nurse checked vitals, Dr. Thorton (anesthesiologist) and Dr. Scolaro checked in. And most importantly it's where Miss Ave's got her "happy juice". That is some good stuff:) It's kinda cruel, but I just had to video Averi all drugged up! Personally, I wouldn't mind a daily dose of "happy juice".

Around 11:20, once the "happy juice" was in full effect, they came for Averi. From the time they took her to the OR until Dr. Scolaro came out to tell us how everything went, it was a total of 30 minutes. I mean dang...that is fast! But for those 30 minutes it is such a helpless feeling knowing that the safety of your child is in someone else's hands.

Thankfully everything went smoothly. We were able to be with her as she was waking up and that was hard to watch. She was crying, confused, and in pain. My heart hurt for her. All we could do is hold her and tell her it would get better. The dr. said Averi's tonsils were embedded and covered with yellow pits. Definitely a plus to have those out. Hopefully this will help prevent sickness next fall/spring. For now, I am blessed to be at home helping her heal. Yay for summer vacation:)

Before Happy Juice...a little nervous

After happy juice...not feelin' a thang

Loopy

Poor baby...big sis didn't leave her side

Finally home and a little more comfortable

Birthday Video...

2011-06-20T20:13:00.001-05:00

I love making movies on the Mac...so much fun!

A Decade Ago...

2011-06-18T14:34:00.002-05:00

This amazing girl was born! Happy birthday, Tay Tay...we love you to the moon and back!

It's That Time Again...

2011-06-04T00:23:00.016-05:00

Time to break out the blue eyeshadow and bright red lipstick. Recital weekend is back! With 4 dances between the 2 girls, it makes for a full 2 days of rehearsals and performances.

It is a delicate balancing act running back and forth trying to watch each dance and help with costume changes.

Recital weekend is magical...tiring...but magical.

My girls blow me away!

Chillaxin...

2011-06-01T22:24:00.008-05:00

Man how I love a slow, hot, summer day. We have been soaking up every minute of our time together.

Flip-flops and sidewalk chalk? Yes, please!

Colorful toenails :)

Chillaxin'

Sidewalk Art

One last practice

Joy

Raise the roof...it's SUMMER!!

Summer is Officially Here...

2011-05-27T23:45:00.008-05:00

Roadtrip to The Colonial = Summer

Dance Recital Week = Summer

A Night Out @ Spoonful past 9:00 = Summer

Summer = Happiness :)

I ♥ Summer!!

As of today I am officially a 3rd grade teacher. My classroom is cleaned out and now it's a waiting game for my next destination...the portable...the portable that has yet to be delivered...the portable that probably won't be delivered until the end of July! This would have put me into a tailspin last year. I love that God is teaching me to chill out and take it one day at a time.

Right now, in this moment, all I know is that the next few months will be devoted to relaxing and having fun with my awesome family!

Goodbye, Oprah...Hello, Summer! Off to read I Dared to Call Him Father!

Just an Update...

2011-04-09T15:16:00.005-05:00

The girls danced at the Arts Festival this morning. And we didn't know it til last night, but Averi's art was chosen to be on display at the Civic Center! So it was a fun morning browsing all the art and watching our little girls on stage.

I love that spring is in the air...it would be perfect if it weren't for the dadgum wind!

Chad is all about The Masters this weekend. I mean he is watching every hole...every player...and he is watching it on the t.v. where all my shows are recorded. GRRRR!

We are in love with the Decorah Eagles.

Only 7 more weeks of school!! So. Ready. For. Summer.

Recital Dances...Taylor

2011-04-04T20:48:00.004-05:00

I can't believe how awesome these girls are!! They just finished learning the ending when I recorded this. 2nd dance:

The Firehouse Theatre...

2011-04-03T13:56:00.008-05:00

The Darlings were invited to perform at a concert benefitting Hospice of Lubbock this past Thursday night at The Firehouse Theatre. It was a fun evening featuring an ecletic collection of dances and dancers of all ages...for a great cause!

Averi's Recital Practice Videos...

2011-03-15T14:02:00.001-05:00

You've Come A Long Way, Baby...

2011-03-14T21:08:00.005-05:00

It's spring break!! We had a great weekend and are ready for a week of rest and relaxation. Saturday was Connor's fourth birthday party and today we celebrated Chad's 33rd. We are blessed. Isn't it ironic though...Saturday night I went to bed feeling fine. Around 2:30 I woke up, tonsils swollen, couldn't breathe, and felt just plain sick. Really?! I refused to spend my spring break feeling like crap so I decided to give it a day and if I didn't feel better by then I would go the dr. I didn't feel better so off I went. Best decision ever. 2 shots and 2 antibiotics later I am feeling pretty darn good. And now that I can swallow without knife-stabbing pain, I've had a chance to reflect on the past year.

This time a year ago I was getting ready to finish up student teaching and preparing to interview anywhere and everywhere to get a classroom of my own. It didn't come as quickly as I would have liked. I distinctly remember one Sunday. Chad was out playing golf with his friends, the kids were at Dondi and Poppi's, and I was alone...at home...enthralled in a marathon of Hoarders. This was during a time when finding a teaching job looked bleak. We had heard LISD was on a hiring freeze, and it was next to impossible to get your foot in the door. With all of that said, by the end of the marathon I was in tears, believed I was a hoarder, and all of the emotion I had kept bottled up came pouring out. Chad came home to a crazy woman. We cooked out that night and as we sat be the grill, watching the kids play, I cried and unloaded all of my worries, fears, and frustrations on to him.

We had visions of both of us teaching, having the same schedule, traveling during the summers, paying off debt, and being able to better our lives. It wasn't happening the way I wanted it to happen. I had already had a couple of interviews by this time and no offers were coming my way. I felt like a failure. Chad was so encouraging and positive. He told me to just be patient. It was the beginning of the summer and it could easily be July or later before I knew anything. By the end of the evening I felt much better, realized I was not a hoarder :), and was not willing to give up on finding a job just yet. God had taken care of me in ways I couldn't imagine up until that point, I should have never doubted him then. We all know the rest of the story. July 12th I received a phone call from the principal at Roberts Elementary...and the rest is history.

I have learned so much this year. In fact, I don't think a day goes by that I don't learn something new. I think back to August and remember how terrified I was. My sweet team would look at me during the marathon of meetings that would take place a full two weeks before school started, and with compassion in their eyes, tell me not to feel overwhelmed. Blessed. That's all I can say. During those meetings I heard more initials thrown around and I didn't even pretend to know what they were talking about. I heard things like: TPRI, DIBELS, SST, ARD, PLS, ESL, LEP, PEIMS, TEKS, TAKS...you get the picture. Now I find myself throwing around those same initials...it makes me feel cool...in a nerdy way.

The girls on my team are so supportive...we have fun in our hall...and our quick trips to sonic don't hurt either. The students are precious and I have learned so much from them. I am so thankful I am not the girl I was 7 months ago. I am so thankful that other people believed in me when I didn't believe in myself. I am so thankful that, in 10 weeks, I don't have to say I am 1st-year teacher anymore. And I am so thankful, with all the budget-cuts and craziness I still have a job.

It hasn't been easy, I have made mistakes, it's been a juggling act, I've had my moments of meltdown, and at times I have felt like it was too much to handle. But it's those moments when I am the weakest that I am reminded of His strength.

Darlings Dance Rehearsal...

2011-03-13T15:27:00.002-05:00

Spotting:

All Dolled Up:

Four...

2011-03-12T23:28:00.002-06:00

That's how old this little guy is.

A Christmas Buffet...

2010-12-20T21:09:00.007-06:00

We have had a great start to our Christmas break. Just in the last 3 days we went to the girls' dance recital, had fun cooking and playing Hand and Foot with great friends, spent time with family from Dallas, watched Taylor and Averi play the best Mary and Bethleham registrar ever in the Generations Church Christmas play, started (and almost finished) Christmas shopping, drove around looking at lights while enjoying some Sonic hot chocolate...and I only have pictures of the dance recital.

Honey girls...and our dance family! We've made some great memories with these girls :)

Averi discussing the situation with Mrs. Claus.

The best granparents (and great-grandmother) EVER!! Our kids don't know how blessed they are!

A Christmas Buffet

Averi tapping to Grandma's House.

Tay doing ballet to I Believe in Father Christmas.

What a FUN night!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

We Made It...

2010-12-19T15:57:00.003-06:00

Through the first semester of school! Yeehaw!! And my 2nd grade team was nice enough to cover my class so I could attend the girls' parties at their school. Can I just say how great it feels to have two whole weeks off?! This weekend has been so fun and full...but here on out we are going to do as little as possible and hope that the time doesn't pass by too quickly.

Playing a little Holiday Bingo :)

Sweet girls! Can't believe only a few years ago Taylor was in Mr. Lamm's 1st grade class. Now it's Averi's turn :)

The yearly bear tree picture.

Darlings @ USA...

2010-12-03T16:24:00.004-06:00

The Dance Gallery Darlings had the opportunity to dance at the Lady Raiders basketball game this past week. It was so much fun! Taylor was a gingerbread girl.

Waiting for big sis.

It was an exciting night!

Averi's Turn...

2010-12-03T12:02:00.000-06:00

BEFORE

DURING

AFTER

THAT GIRL MAKES ME SMILE!

I'll Get You, My Pretty...

2010-11-01T21:53:00.006-05:00

And your little dog too! What fun we had last night! Escaping reality is the best!

Look at that fantastical sky...the perfect trick-or-treating backdrop.

Lazy Americans can't even walk to trick-or-treat anymore. LOL! Actually it was the dads who rode to keep up with the kids.

Sweet girls

The kids played games, acquired bag-fulls of candy, and caught a random cat.

I guess when it's all said and done, "there's no place like home..." It's Monday and it's back to reality. Life is GOOD!

And the Magic of Fall Continues...

2010-10-30T21:12:00.004-05:00

Our weekend began with a lovely evening at the Honey Elementary Fall Festival. The spirit of the season was electric! We arrived just in time to see one of Taylor's friends singing her heart out on the karaoke stage...and the principal, sitting like a drowned rat, in the dunking booth. The crisp, Friday night air was perfect!!

Dorothy and the Wicked Witch of the West (the ruby slippers had to come off...darn blisters)

The 4th Grade Girls

Superman and His Daddy

On the way home Connor was playing with the camera. I love that this picture is from the view of my little man.

And the weekend is just beginning...the fun isn't over yet!! Big plans are in store for tomorrow!!!

I Really Needed Tonight...

2010-10-17T21:07:00.005-05:00

I had, what you might call, a B-A-D attitude. I guess I was in a rut...tired of being tired, and feeling like the only thing my life consisted of was eating, sleeping, and working. I couldn't see the forest for the trees. I needed out of my little bubble, if only for a little bit to energize me for the week ahead. So I left Chad with the kids, hopped in my car, turned on some Texas country, and drove away...somewhere...anywhere for a little quiet time.

It was perfect. The sky was filled with dark storm clouds and it was beginning to sprinkle. It didn't take long before I had to turn on the windshield wipers. The smell of the rain was so lovely.

I drove through Tech Terrace and passed by J & B, a cozy little coffee shop. It was buzzing with hip, college students enjoying their trendy drinks. I drove past quaint little houses that seemed perfect from the outside looking in. I wondered about the families that lived in those homes. I drove past peaceful parks. The city was quiet tonight.

As silly as it seems, it was just what the dr. ordered. I arrived home with a fresh outlook on life and ready to tackle the week.

I am thankful for:

An unexpected dinner with friends last night.
Middle school football game @ Lowry Field tomorrow night.
The up-coming holiday season and the Polar Express.
Fiddler on the Roof with my girls in a couple of weeks.
Fresh outlook on life...feeling joyful again.

This is Connor "resting"...

2010-10-13T15:00:00.001-05:00

He's famous for saying: "I'm not going to sleep...I'm just resting"

You Know It's Fall When...

2010-10-09T22:46:00.007-05:00

We get to break out the Halloween shirts and head on over to Floydada for Punkin' Day :)

Parties and Politics...

2010-10-02T21:44:00.002-05:00

Another crazy, fun party is in the books! And it blows me away that October is upon us.

Kate (Averi's cute, little BFF), Emma, Aves, and Nicole

High on sugar! And I'm sure the parents were thrilled that the party favors were giant Pixie Sticks...with a balloon attached nonetheless:) I do what I can!

Sweetness :)

And last week Tay came home with big news that she was elected student council representative. This is becoming old hat for her. Elementary politics...love it! Go girl!

Playing Catch-Up...Random

2010-09-25T17:49:00.008-05:00

The funny thing about working is now that I am able to do a little extra shopping here and there I'm too tired to! Isn't it ironic...

But really, it's the little things that excite me these days. A favorite t.v. show, a dinner out with friends, an early night in bed. Our weekdays are filled from sun-up to sun-down, it's amazing how well we can function on so little sleep. Weekends are a beautiful thing. It's when I get to re-focus, re-energize, relax, and remember my purpose.

Another one of life's funny little ironies is how it always seems to come full-circle. Back in the day when I went to Evans Jr. High I loved being in the classes that the coaches taught...there was a different, more laid-back vibe about them. And I liked learning about their lives. Every one of them had 2 daughters, cute little wives...just a simple, pleasant little life. Now Chad is at Evans and he is that coach...I am that wife (working on cute and little)...and we have those daughters...plus one cute little boy! I like our life!

She is free from the bondage of braces!! Yippee!! She was so happy she had to go back to school after the appt. and show her class.

His first field trip...the apple orchard. I looked forward to the apple orchard every year with the girls. I hate that I couldn't be there with him, but I loved hearing him tell me all about it!

Happy Birthday to Our Fall Baby...

2010-09-19T15:26:00.009-05:00

I love that we were blessed with a spring baby, a summer baby, and a fall baby. It was so much fun experiencing pregnancy at all different times of the year.

Seven years ago today our precious little Averi came into our lives. At the time I was lucky enough to be able to stay at home, and I remember thinking what an awesome time of life we were in. I felt that I had forever with my girls...that my babies would be babies forever. I guess it was wishful thinking. I've learned to treasure every day because time has a way of passing when you're not even looking.

Happy birthday, baby girl!! We love you to the moon and back!

The birthday girls! Mema and Averi's birthday are a day apart. We celebrated at Cheddars.

Life Right Now...

2010-09-18T12:24:00.002-05:00

Not gonna lie...I was a little worried about how this dude would handle being dropped off at "school" every Tuesday and Thursday. But he surprised us and did great! He came home the first day insisting he had homework!

He was a little hesitant walking in the first day, but now he's a pro! When I asked him how his day went this past Thursday, he told me very proudly "I didn't cry!" Now that's a good day in my book :)

He even takes naps on his napmat. He was very against the whole idea and was sure he would not stoop so low as to sleep at school...who do we think he is...a baby?? His teachers tell him that he doesn't have to sleep...he just has to stay on his mat quietly. It never fails...he is the first one out! (Dondi is so sweet to take these pics so I can feel like I know what's going on!)

And this is Averi's latest adventures...at the ortho. It's her turn to get an expander, and eventually braces. She was pretty excited about the whole thing! And she didn't even gag when they did the impression :) That's impressive!

I don't know why, but I love this shirt!

Taylor is our busiest kid. She has joined Girl Scouts, so 3 out the 5 weekdays she is busy with dance or that. This next Tuesday she is getting her braces off!! She is so excited! I thought this was funny :)

Back to School...

2010-09-04T17:51:00.006-05:00

WOW! It feels good to say I survived the first two weeks of teaching. My 2nd grade team is so amazing and helpful...and just a fun group of girls to work with.

Last week is pretty much a blur. Tuesday, the 2nd day, ended up being pretty rough. I left school in tears, wondering if I had it in me to return the next day. When I picked up the kids at my in-laws, Connor asked me "Why are you crying, mom?" I told him it had just been a long day...he grabbed my face and said, in his precious 3 year-old voice, "I so proud of you." Melted my heart!

Things are MUCH better now. We're getting in a routine and life is grand! Next week dance starts for the girls and Connor will go to KDO. He is so excited about his Thomas the Train backpack, but refuses to believe he actually has to attend class! I think he will love it.

Taylor is loving fourth grade. She got her first planner at school this year...another thing to remind me she's growing up too fast. Averi is loving 1st grade. Mr. Lamm told me she leads by example in class. So proud of both of them!
P.S. I did not drop my poor children off at Honey while it was still dark, but I had to get pics of them for their first day of school. I try to be at work by 7:00, so I take Connor to Dondi's, Nana's, or Granna's...and Chad takes Taylor and Averi to school. Maybe I will get medication for anal-retentiveness and allow myself to arrive at 7:30 so that I can take the girls every once-in-a-while :)

AND...fall is in the air!! Everytime the seasons change I think it's my favorite time of year. But I really mean it about fall. There's something so romantic about this time of year...and so many things to look forward to. LOVE it! I am excited for:

Cozying up with a good book and a blanket

Punkin' Days

Chai

Tech football

The last season of LPBW

Cute jeans and sweaters

A New Beginning...

2010-08-21T21:57:00.031-05:00

Congratulations to Taylor on becoming a Dance Gallery Darling!!! We are so proud! Yesterday she learned her dances, this morning she auditioned, and this evening the results were posted. WooHoo!! She has waited a long time for this opportunity

Well...school starts Monday. It's a bit surreal. I've had several nightmares about the first day. In one of them, I walked into my class only to find that the principal had turned my class into the P.E. room. Nothing like waking up in a cold sweat.

Thursday was open house and I got to meet my students! It kind of made everything official. And these three little munchkins came to see me after their open house at Honey.

Stop Light Behavior Chart and Reading Corner

Lunch Count

Calendar Math

Homework and Monday Folders/Mailboxes for Graded Papers

Desk Area

Team Baskets/Desk Work Folders

Books to Read on First Day

CHAMP/Birthday Wall

The Room!

It's All Coming Back to Me...Except Now I'm Getting Paid

2010-08-09T22:39:00.006-05:00

Holy Moses! Overwhelmed doesn't begin to describe how I felt today. All the feelings I experienced during student teaching came flooding back...x10. It's not a bad thing, it will just take some time to get used to. I admit, not being able to be a part of Taylor and Averi's classes is tough. And Connor will be starting KDO, which I won't be there for either. thus is the life of a working mom. But mama will be getting a paycheck (not to mention all the perks/holidays that come with teaching)!!

So to deal with the added pressure, I have acquired some coping mechanisms. One of which is cleaning...like a mad woman. It feels so good to focus all my energy on something other than work.

As tough as it is starting out, I know this is exactly where I'm supposed to be. I feel sooo inceredibly thankful, excited, blessed to have this job! Now it's time to get in a routine!

Oh...and my name is outside the class now!!! Can't wait to meet all of my kiddos;) Notice the mountain of paper I am holding? That is Math Lesson #1. Just tryin' to keep it green...ha!

My Babies are Getting Big...

2010-08-02T21:23:00.005-05:00

Denae took these last night at Tech...and she worked her magic, because you can't tell how H-O-T the kids were by looking at them...Whew-eee! But Denae is smart because she keeps massive amounts of PEZ in her camera bag :) Bribes are a good thing! I love that these pics capture my babies as they are right now!

Mother hen and chicks.

My 4th grader!

My 1st grader :)

I ♥ his chubby, baby wrists.

Dogpile!

Enlisting Help...

2010-07-31T22:24:00.010-05:00

I have the best family in the whole world. The best parents...the best in-laws...the best husband...the best kids. They have been so helpful this week, and I love them for it! The classroom is coming along!

The white board masterpiece.

The tree.

The Poppi and the husband/The solar system and the soon-to-be math & science wall.

The monkey.

The Dondi.

The entertainment.

The Granna and Gramps.

Getting Started...

2010-07-28T21:30:00.009-05:00

I am realizing there is a lot to think about when getting a classroom ready for the school year. I want the room to be full, functional and cute...and everything to serve a purpose. So needless to say I have been on education supply overload the past week. We started getting everything together on Monday, and it kind of got off to a slow start, but I'm feeling better tonight. Taylor has dance camp this week which cuts our work time down a bit...but it's a good break. There have been moments of freak out when I think about all the little and big things that need to get done. That's not pretty so I stuff the panic deep down and just take it one breath at a time. I am still on cloud 9 about this opportunity and still amazed at how awesome and amazing and cool God's timing is. PERFECT!

And thankfully I have some pretty cool helpers by my side.

I Got the Job...I'm a Teacher!!!

2010-07-20T20:00:00.005-05:00

Praise the Lord!!! I got THE call today!! Central Office called to offer me the 2nd grade position!!! We were eating lunch with my mom when the phone rang, and it was a blocked number. I was so excited, nervous, anxious...a roller coaster of emotions. I answered and it was the sweet voice of Mrs. N!!! I told her I was so happy to talk to her and she asked me a couple of questions and congratulated me on getting the job!!

I had gone outside to talk since the restaraunt was kind of loud. While I was away the kids were talking to Granna and they said "If mom comes back with a big smile on her face that means she got it!" And that's what happened!! We were giving high fives and screaming and thanking the Lord! Chad was so happy. He said after a decade it's about time I get a job! LOL!

What makes it even better...Pepper was offered the 5th grade position! We went to Central Office together to sign the letter of intent and criminal background paper. Yay!!! Thank you, Lord! Best day ever! Here's the envelope the papers were in!! We are just a little excited :) Thanks to everyone who has been praying!!

Hanging With Uncle Brant...

2010-07-19T23:17:00.002-05:00

Brant and his girlfriend, Sofia (who is super sweet), came to town a couple of weeks ago to see the fam. The kids always have a blast with Uncle Brant. First thing off the bat, the girls challenged him to a game of Super Mario Bros. on the Wii. His reply was "Pshhh...I own this game!" Little did he know it wasn't 1991 anymore...Mario and Luigi have advanced a bit since then!

Taylor and Averi didn't rub it in his face too much that he couldn't get past World 1!

Afterwards we grabbed some bread and headed to the park. Connor didn't exactly get the whole "feeding the ducks" concept. He ate most of the bread...what wasn't eaten he threw out in whole pieces to the poor ducks who had to break it up themselves. At one point I watched as he took turns eating a bun with a duck who was following Connor's every move.

In the Silent Wings Museum watching airplanes take off.

**Another Job Update**
I heard from Central Office today! They told me to sit tight...they were working on paperwork...I should probably get a call tomorrow!!!!!

I Want to Remember...

2010-07-17T13:24:00.004-05:00

TAYLOR

The kids and I were in the car, running around town yesterday...Taylor was in the front with me, and she had been unusually quiet for a few minutes. I guess she was deep in thought because, out of the blue, she started this conversation with me.

Tay: "Mom, does Lubbock have an orphanage?"
Me: "Yes"
Tay: (Sounding very concerned, she asked) "The person who runs it is nice...right?"
Me: (Starting to feel guilty for not adopting 10 kids, and hoping they WERE nice, I said) "Yes"
Tay: "Because every movie I see about orphanages, the person who watches the kids are mean. Miss Hannigan was the worst!"

AVERI
My little girl went to her very first slumber party this weekend. Averi doesn't do anything unless her big sister does it too...she follows her every move. So it was a little strange dropping her off knowing she didn't have the security of Taylor with her. We didn't know if she would make it through the night or not, but she did. And didn't want to leave when I picked her up this morning. We were so proud!

CONNOR
Little Connor has been VERY attached to me lately. He does not want me to go anywhere without him. He stays right on my heels and cries "Can I come wif you, mommy?" if he thinks I am going somewhere. It is sweet, but I'm not sure where this behavior is coming from. Maybe it's just part of being a 3 year old boy.

One of my favorite things to tell him is "You're my best boy." The other day he looked at me and said "You're my best boy, mom!"

He always asks, "What time it is?" I think it's so cute...and he's my last baby, so I don't feel the need to correct him. I hope I don't cause issues he'll need therapy for later in life!

**Update on Job**
I ended up texting my cooperating teacher from student teaching, Holly, Thursday afternoon to see if she had talked to the principal at the school where I interviewed. (That was the longest sentence ever!) A few minutes later she called me back and said she had!!! I told her to tell me everything! Holly said that she got the feeling she wanted to recommend me for the 2nd grade position!! We will see!!

Learning Patience...

2010-07-15T17:05:00.005-05:00

Thanks to everyone who said a prayer for me on Tuesday! It feels like a lifetime ago since then. When you want time to hurry up, that's when it seems to go the slowest. I feel like the interview went really well. The principal told me on more than one occasion that she had received many emails from teacher candidates wanting a job...she deleted most of them...but for some reason kept mine!! Thank you, Lord!

My friend, Pepper, had her interview this morning and called me right after. She said that as of yesterday another teacher resigned, so two positions needed to be filled. My prayer this whole week was that more than one job would open up, and that prayer was answered!

The principal said she was putting her recommendations in to Central Office today, and the administrators downtown would be the one to call us if we got hired. All day I was so nervous waiting for the phone to ring. I couldn't sit still. I called my parents to meet for lunch. I browsed Barnes and Noble. I just had to keep myself occupied so I wouldn't go nuts. But neither Pepper nor I heard anything today, and Central Office is closed tomorrow...so it looks like we will wait til Monday. (By the way...if Pepper gets her doctorate...she will be Dr. Pepper!!)

I feel like this opportunity has come at the perfect time. If you know LISD, you know that it has been REALLY tough to get a job for the up-coming year. There have been MANY changes throughout the district, and I had resigned myself to subbing for a year while I finished school. Then, BOOM!, I get a call and here I am...THIS close to having my own classroom! It is a miracle...an answer to prayer! And in the meantime, I was able to focus on and finish summer school, enjoy the first half of summer, the Fourth, and our anniversary.

Waiting is soo hard! But I don't have a choice. I will try to relax a little. Stressing won't help the situation. It's all in God's hands! I have a deep sense (Holy Spirit) that it is already taken care of. I am definitely learning patience and building character!

Camping Trip to Interview...Relaxation to Stress

2010-07-12T23:33:00.004-05:00

It's amazing how quickly I can go from summer-lovin', book-readin', sleepin'-in mode to "oh my gosh...I have so much to do...and not much time to do it in" mode.

It all started with a text. I woke up this morning to a text I received from a girl I know at Tech. We have gone through the Post-Bac program together...we went through student teaching together...and now we are going through the hiring process together. This morning she texted me to say she had an interview this Thursday at one of the elementary schools in town. I was happy for her, but felt a little deflated too. As much as I try not to stress about finding a job, it is something that is constantly on my mind. I NEED one, people!

Well, my phone is usually on silent mode, so I decided I would just check my voicemail to see if I got a call from the principal at the same school. Lo and behold I did!! And I interview tomorrow at 8a.m. for a 5th grade position. I am trying to focus, stay calm, and keep my head on straight. I am so excited yet trying not to be so excited. All I know is that God has provided, in perfect timing, everything I have needed during this whole process.

I spent the day shopping for an appropriate summer interview outfit, making a portfolio to help me stand out from among the rest, and reading up on my interview questions/answers. I feel the butterflies in my stomach, and I am trying to keep them under wraps.

Please say a prayer for me!!!

A Night Under the Stars...

2010-07-11T23:09:00.005-05:00

One of our favorite things to do is sit outside on a clear, summer night...visit with friends...and look up at the stars. I love that Taylor can already spot the Big Dipper. I only learned how a couple of years ago...and everytime I see it, I am reminded of how small I am in the grand scheme of things. It's humbling.

When I look at your heavens, the work of your fingers,

the moon and the stars, which you have set in place,

what is man that you are mindful of him,

and the son of man that you care for him?

Psalm 8:3-4

This past weekend we camped at Roaring Springs with some friends, and the star-gazing was extra-amazing. Take away the city lights, traffic noises...add a campfire, sounds of nature, good food and drink...and it makes for a beautiful scene.

Life is Good...

2010-07-09T12:44:00.009-05:00

This week:

We celebrated our 10th anniversary!

Spent time with my brother and his girlfriend.

Started to re-read the Harry Potter series.

Played at the park with my kids.

Drove around the loop, listening to some of my favorite tunes, just to clear my mind!

AND...

Big Brother Started!!

I LOVE SUMMER!!!

The Cape...

2010-07-08T01:28:00.001-05:00

Every little boy needs to feel like a super-hero!

My friend, Elizabeth, makes these cute capes. Connor has been looking forward to getting his all week. Now he doesn't have to resort to using the girls' aprons anymore. I guess he knows his super-power limitations, though, because as I was swinging him today he told me he didn't think he could fly! The song, The Cape by Eric Bibb is fitting for my little super-hero.

Spread your arms...and hold your breath...and always trust your cape.

A Boy Will Always Need His Diddy...

2010-07-07T01:10:00.013-05:00

Today would have been Diddy's 75th birthday. Diddy is Chad's mom's dad. He was a great man of God...was passionate about Israel and the Jewish people....and loved his family more than anything. We miss him everyday.

Chad thought Diddy hung the moon. They shared a special bond...especially when it came to cheating at Monopoly! They were always on the same team, and you could always count on them to find a way to steal from the bank. They loved to trash talk. And one time on the golf course, I don't know how it happened, but Chad ran him over with a golf cart. They always had a good time together...and a story to tell afterwards!

Diddy was absolutely head-over-heels about his great-granddaughters. He didn't live to see his great-grandsons, but it would have thrilled him to pieces to have two little guys to wrestle around with.

Taylor was not even 4 when he passed, but she was oh so tenderhearted and aware of what was going on. I remember driving in the car after the funeral, and she told me she wanted to spend the night with Nana so she wouldn't have to sleep alone. It broke my heart.

There is a great big void without Diddy...but he is home now.

Thank you, Diddy, for leaving a legace of love. We love you!

Grandchildren are the crown of the aged, and the glory of children is their fathers.
Proverbs 17:6

Flooded on the Fourth...

2010-07-04T18:05:00.010-05:00

So I am camera-less and it is wearing me out. The camera in my phone just isn't cutting it. But even so I had to get a few pictures of our rainy Fourth of July celebration in Spur, TX. We spent the day there with our friend, Stacy, and her family. It was a great, relaxing time. Unfortunately, the big fireworks show had to be cancelled due to the rain. And can I say that driving home in the dark and pouring rain was crazy scary. I was literally depending on the white lines on the road to guide me...and at times it was even tough to see those. I was prayin' to Jesus the whole way home!! Thankfully we made it safe and sound.

Firecracker #1

Firecracker #2

Firecracker #3

Tweedledee and Tweedledum

Poor Connor was traumatized. He hates loud noises so you can imagine how thrilled he was when the black cats started going off. He wanted in the truck...windows rolled up...and music blasting to drown out the sound.

Daddy's boy!

The Best Yet...

2010-06-20T21:07:00.008-05:00

Taylor had her very first birthday slumber party this year. She was so excited all day Friday she could hardly contain herself. At 5:30 little girls started trickling in...thirteen of them to be exact. I was a little worried that it may be too much and drama would ensue. But there was no craziness...it was all good!

We knew it would be a long night, so our plan was to wear them out as much as possible so they couldn't possible keep their eyes open past midnight! We way underestimated these fireballs. So our fun-filled party began with a little dip in the pool. And thank goodness for the rolling cart and Chad and Poppi! Thirteen littl girls + a sleepover = a lot of stuff.

Swimming makes a girl hungry. We grilled hot dogs, ate a little cake, and watched T open some gifts. When you're nine you get lots of gift cards and clothes from Justice. A girl loves to be pampered...so after dinner we treated everyone to a pedicure. O.K...so pedicure may be stretching it a little. But we painted the girls' toenails. They loved it! We had mood polish, glow-in-the dark polish, and the craziest colors you've ever seen!

The fun did not end there! We sent the girls on a treasure hunt all over Vintage. We split the group into two teams and the competition was on. Unfortunately, Poppi was accused of cheating when he picked up one of the teams in his golf cart. Somehow they ended up winning :) The night ended (or we thought it would) with another swim, roasting marshmallows in the fire pit, and a movie (Marley and Me). But around midnight they got a second wind and it didn't die down til 2:30 IN...THE...MORNING. It was well-worth the sleep-deprived daze I experienced the rest of the weekend!

Nine Years Ago Today...

2010-06-18T00:00:00.006-05:00

This little girl made her grand entrance into the world. And she's been shining and sparkling ever since! We love you to the moon and back, Tay Tay.

And Happy Father's Day, Chaddy. Nine years ago we were in the hospital (some of us in excruciating pain...some of us sleeping soundly...j/k...sort of...it's funny now!) We thought little miss would be your Father's Day gift, but she held out til Monday! What a beautiful time in our life. And you looked like a baby yourself!

Connor's First Fish...

2010-06-12T21:46:00.005-05:00

And it was a little too close for comfort!

The Life of a Dancer...

2010-06-06T00:02:00.012-05:00

After months and months of practice and hard work, the dancer gets to dress up and strut her stuff on stage. And everyone knows it's all about the costume. This year they rocked!

The dancer can hardly believe recital weekend is finally here. All day she asks if it's time to do hair and make-up. Her mom says "not yet...rehearsal isn't til 9:15" (which turned into 10:15...p.m.)

The dancer knows that Mrs. Karla's Dance Gallery "major production" always packs out a house. But she also knows the real fun happens behind the scenes. It's the smell of hairspray, the sound of tap shoes, an array of colorful costumes, and most of the all, the excitement of moms and their dancers.

The dancer is told IT'S TIME!! She steps on stage and dances her heart out. The crowd goes wild!

After it's all over the dancer is surrounded by flowers and family!

The life of a dancer...not too shabby!

Get Your Kicks (and Sentimentality)...

2010-05-28T23:09:00.012-05:00

on Route 66! Which happens to run directly through Shamrock, Texas! In fact, one of Shamrock's landmarks (Conoco Tower) was the inspiration for Romone's Auto Painting Shop in the movie, Cars. I love James Taylor's song, Our Town, from the soundtrack. It perfectly describes that sweet little town!

So yesterday Connor and I took a semi-spontaneous roadtrip to Shammy-Town. Mema and the rest of the family were going to meet one last time to clear out what was remaining in her house since her move to Lubbock.

I had pretty much made up my mind that I wasn't going. Chad wasn't going and I had never driven anywhere farther than Floydada by myself. I know...I'm way too sheltered. But I knew I had to go. And the thrill of being on the highway alone was just way too alluring!

When I was a kid I thought the drive to Shamrock was soooooo BORING. There was nothing to look at but land and cows. Now I understand and appreciate the quiet stillness of the countryside. So as Connor and I pointed out all the cows and trains along the way, I savored the simplicity of it all.

My cousin, Kate, and me. We have so many "Shamrock" memories. Like stealing Mema's Virginia Slims by the pack!! And walking to town to eat lunch at Mankhen Drug and charging it to Jack's account (grilled cheese sandwiches and Cherry, Vanilla Dr. Pepper with Cream). And giggling in church a little too loud. And burning a perfectly round hole in Mema's bathroom curtains with one of the cigarettes we stole. Visiting the creepy museum, going to the farm with Jack, finding local kids who were old enough to drive us around town, the smell of Aqua Net as Mema got ready EVERY morning, the smell of Carmex...the list goes on.

As we were walking through Mema's house one last time today we couldn't help but feel a pang of sadness for the sad little town of Shamrock, for Mema, for time that has gone by so quickly. we understood what the other was feeling. While our kids were running up and down the stairs and finding all the cool secrets about that old house, we were saying goodbye to a piece of our childhood. We are all grown up now and have secured our place at the "adult" table. But Shamrock will always hold a special place in our hearts.

Connor and Kate's kids (3rd cousins??) We can't figure what they are to each other.

My boyfriend!

He found Jack's old hats.

Goodbye, house. Thanks for the good times!

If You Can Get Over...

2010-05-26T16:08:00.011-05:00

the stifling, sweat-inducing, overwhelming heat...there is no better time than summer!! I am looking forward to artichokes, the smell of coconut tanning oil, and backyard BBQ's. Ahhh...the life. And it officially starts tomorrow at 12:00 p.m. No more homework, no more dragging our rear-ends out of bed at 7:00 in the morning...it's all fun and play for three months...for my kids at least.

Since the job market for teachers is in a slump I am going to continue going to school for my M.Ed. I only lack four classes. I figure I might as well make good use of my time while I have it. And summer school is the best way to knock out a class in just a few, short weeks.

But in my free time I have discovered a wonderful new obsession...thePioneerWoman! I've known about her for a long time, but never took the time to really understand who she is til last weekend. She is a one-woman show. She can cook, work a camera, and homeschool her four kids like no one's business. And I admit I'm a little jealous of her awesome ranch! I am now a proud owner of her cookbook, and can't wait for her book and movie to come out!!

Other goings-on...

I am officially on a diet/lifestyle change/tortuous journey. I thought my student teaching schedule would certainly help me to lose weight. I was wrong. But after being told by my grandmother (god love her...she means well...I think) that I looked like I was pregnant with twins...and my backside was broad...and that I USED to have the cutest figure, I figured I would lose weight just so I didn't have to endure her comments anymore! I have lost 3 pounds and am still feeling motivated!

Last week were the end of school parties at Honey. Here are a couple pics of the girls having fun!

Kindergarten hired a D.J., smoked hot dogs, and played games.

Third grade started their party off with tug-o-war...

and ended it with a dance off.

I Am Officially...

2010-05-14T15:43:00.011-05:00

a teacher!!! Yay! Now I just need a job :)

The Day Finally Came...

2010-04-30T18:51:00.008-05:00

Just a few short months ago I thought April 30 would never come. It was the beginning of student teaching and I was terrified. When I walked into Miss Womack's 1st grade class I had no idea what I was getting myself into. Walking into Honey as a teacher was a whole different experience than walking in as a parent. And as a post-bac student I felt like I went into this experience really blind...we weren't afforded many opportunities to visit schools or classrooms since most of the grad classes are at night. So with only faith, hope, and a strong desire to succeed, I began what would be some of the most stressful yet most rewarding moments of my life. I was ready to work hard and prove myself, but what I wasn't prepared for was how much I would come to care for the students...or how much they would come to care for me.

Well, April 30 did arrive (praise the Lord) and it was a bittersweet day. The 1st grade teachers were so sweet and brought lunch in from Fazolis to celebrate. And the last hour of the day my class showered me with teacher stuff, gift cards, and hugs, hugs, hugs! They sent me off with lots of love. One of the best gifts was a book of letters they made me. I waited to read them til I got home so I wouldn't ugly cry in front of the kids.

Those 1st graders made this experience so much more than I ever imagined it would be and I am thankful! But, Oh, how amazing it is to take a deep breath again!

Is it Over Yet???

2010-04-14T17:22:00.004-05:00

My poor little family hasn't felt up to par this week. Three doctor's visits, a phone visit, and several prescriptions later, Tay and Aves are on the mend. Hopefully little Connor will be soon. He has been running fever since Sunday...and it's viral...so all we can do is give Tylenol and Motrin and try to make him comfortable. The poor little guy wakes up in the middle of the night burning up, shaking, and extremely thirsty. He tells me "I fine, mama...go back to bed." I can't tell you how much he melts my heart.

My student teaching experience is coming to an end quickly. After this week I only have two left. I talked with the principal at Honey and he was super complimentary of my teaching ability. He came to observe me and went on and on about how he loved the lesson. He said that there are no openings at Honey as of yet, but that could easily change between now and the start of the new year. My cooperating teacher has also been incredibly helpful and totally has my back.

One of the little girls in my class is a daughter of our good friends, Luke and Angela. This morning she came up to me and handed me this note:

It made me laugh!

And finally, thank the Lord for escapism and mindless t.v. entertainment. GLEE is back! And so is Little People Big World...love love the Roloff family...especially Zach! Oh yeah...The Middle...that show is hilarious :)

The Hunt is On...

2010-04-04T17:08:00.011-05:00

We had a nice, warm Easter. I know that egg hunts aren't what this day is about, but it's a fun tradition we keep.

We hid the boys' eggs on one side of the yard, and the girls' on the other side. Connor loved it!

They still get a thrill out of it.

The cousins and their stash!

Candy bracelets...he hit the jackpot :)

I guess next year we need to fill the eggs with electronic devices!

A Big Week...

2010-03-31T19:03:00.006-05:00

Hello Spring...I love you!!

It's been quite a week in the Hill household.

This past Sunday our little Averi prayed the prayer of salvation. What a sweet spirit she has. It's so neat how even at a such a young age we realize our need for God.

And tonight Taylor received her time step medal in dance. That's a big deal! Those time steps aren't simple.

My interview with Cooper North went well. The principal told me when a spot opens it will be mine. Just don't know if that will be this year or not. So I am praying that the perfect job...the perfect school isn't too far off. It is hard not to stress about it. I am doing my best to cast my cares upon Him.

It's hard to believe, but there is only 4 more weeks of student teaching left. And only one more formal observation. I have loved my time at Honey...gotten so attached to the kids...and the teachers. I can already tell you there will probably be tears when I say goodbye. I really would looove to teach there. God willing!

So here's to warm weather, goals being checked off, and a beautiful life!

Spring Break and Other Awesomeness...

2010-03-15T23:02:00.008-05:00

Hallelujah, Spring Break is here!
That means two things to me:

Only six more weeks of student teaching!
Warmer weather is just around the corner!

Wednesday I have my first interview with Cooper ISD. As soon as that's over with we are headed to Dallas. Thanks to Priceline and our fuel-efficient minivan, we will get a 3 day get-a-way.

Last week my precious baby boy turned 3. Apparently I wasn't ready for it, because I told Aunt Norie's to put a 2 on his cake. Ha! And didn't even notice it until it was time to light the candles. Which Connor was scared to death of. He does not like fire, which I also forgot about. So we sang Happy Birthday to him while he screamed. We just thought he was embarrased that all the attention was on him.

On Sunday the other man in my life turned 32.

And finally My bro-in-law told me about the fabulous Dish app for iPhone. Holy Cannoli!!!! You have got to be kidding me. I can now control the DVR from my phone. Absolute pure genius!! So next on our wish list is the Slingbox. This technology is seriously about to scare me :)

I Love My First Graders...

2010-03-10T21:49:00.003-06:00

These...

2010-02-11T21:07:00.008-06:00

Came for me today at school. Chad just wanted to tell me he loves me and is proud of me! How sweet! Made my day. I can't believe it's already V-Day...even more I can't believe I am four weeks into student teaching. I am getting much more comfortable in front of the class. I can actually relax a little while teaching...it's so much better when I can let loose:)

We are headed to Red River this weekend with some friends. At least I will have a mountain view while working on next week's lessons!

Head Above Water...

2010-01-26T16:33:00.008-06:00

I knew this semester would be busy...but WOW!! Somebody should have warned me. It's a lot of early early mornings and late late nights. Between student teaching, my capstone class, my kids and their activities, and, of course, the house...I pretty much have ZERO time for anything else. Which makes me so glad we had the foresight to potty train Connor over Christmas break :) These past two weeks I have learned just how much you can accomplish in a small amount of time. Who knew so much can get done in the 3 spare minutes you have?!

Student teaching is going good. I was terrified at first, but am getting the feel for it now. Besides the occassional breakdown, I LOVE it! I have a newfound respect for teachers! I did not realize how busy they stay all day. There is ALWAYS something to do, and plan or get ready for. Before you know it, the day is gone. My first grade team has welcomed me and made me feel at ease. I am learning A LOT!!! Can't wait for my own classroom!

I love that I get to check in on Averi's class every once in a while to give her a big hug. And I get to hug Taylor at lunch. I have to say...it's crazy being on the teacher side of things. Next week I start teaching Phonics...which might as well be a foreign language. Thank goodness my third grader will be able to tutor me :) Ha!

Quote and Scary Story of the Day...

2010-01-12T16:49:00.013-06:00

"I've come to the frightening conclusion that I am the decisive element in the classroom. It's my daily mood that makes the weather. As a teacher, I possess a tremendous power to make a child's life miserable or joyous. I can be a tool of torture or an instrument of inspiration. I can humiliate or humor, hurt or heal. In all situations, it is my response that decides whether a crisis will be escalated or de-escalated and a child humanized or de-humanized."

Dr. Haim Ginott

What a powerful responsibility. I have to remember that every child is someone's Taylor, Averi and Connor.

OK...so I have a scary story. Last night everyone was ready for bed. I was doing some last minute things trying to get ready for our busy day today. I went out to the garage to get something out of the car. When I walked into the garage I noticed the passenger side door was open. It's one of the those sliding mini-van doors. I thought one of the kids must have left it open on accident. I was on my way to shut it when the door began to shut on its own. No one was in the garage but me. No one had the keys...we leave them in the car. It freaked me out a little...I was stunned, but figured it was a fluke thing.

Well...this morning I was up unusually early because I had a meeting to be at. I was getting ready to leave and needed to put some things in the car. I opened the door to the garage, and as soon as I stepped from the house into the garage the passenger side door of the van opened...like it knew I was coming. It kind of took my breath away. And, honestly, in that moment I was scared. It was dark and no one was around. It disturbed me so much that I woke up Chad to tell him. I can't explain it, but it's what happened. WEIRD!

Calm in the Chaos...

2010-01-11T11:16:00.005-06:00

So...with my mind going in a million different directions, things seem pretty chaotic right now...internally and externally. It's like so many things need my attention and need to get done, I'm not sure where to focus first. Chad always says he feels sorry for my brain because I never give it a rest. It is so true...my mind is constantly thinking and planning and going going going. Frankly it's annoying and a little overwhelming at times. Are there meds for that??

So I have decided to turn what seems impossible into little, manageable weekly goals. One of these areas is weight. I can't tell you how many times I have been inspired to get healthy only to give up when I didn't see immediate results. I decided a few weeks ago to take control of food instead of allowing the food to control me. I have lost 3 pounds so far.

One of the best FREE apps on iPhone (and Facebook) is Lose it! You enter your current weight and goal weight and it gives you a timeline for your success. It also counts your calories (burned and consumed) and helps to keep you on track. My weight loss goal is 29 more pounds. If I lose one pound a week I should reach my goal by August 2nd. A pound a week is much more manageable than focusing on the entire 29.

This really was a lightbulb moment for me. I don't have to accomplish everything all at once. All I have to do make mini goals and start there. Eventually I will be at my goal weight, the house will be in order, and all will be right with the world. When I have unrealstic expectations I only set myself up for failure and disappointment.

Another important thing I have decided to do is start the morning off with some quiet time. I am not a morning person so I feel I this is extra imperative...for my sake and my family's :) I hate beginning the day rushed and grumpy. This will help to center my thoughts and prepare me for the day ahead. Lately I have really been convicted about what kind of parent I am. This was my prayer this morning.

Lord

Help me to see my children through your eyes.

Help me to understand how precious and fleeting is the time we have with them.

Please give us wisdom and discernment as we raise them.

Please help us to see the big picture...not just today.

Please give us vision and purpose...dreams and goals.

I want our kids to choose us when they have a choice...please help us to be parents worth choosing.

Let us savor these days, months, and years...not just survive them.

Life is a gift...Thank You!!

iHeart iPhone and Other Epiphanies...

2010-01-10T23:00:00.012-06:00

So yesterday Chad and I both splurged and bought iPhones. Originally only I was supposed to get one, but we found a way for Chad to back out of his Sprint plan without penalty, so he got one too! OMG...I don't know if it's a good thing or not. We are constantly on the darn things looking for fun apps, checking email, facebook, etc. And I love my ringtone...Don't Rain on My Parade from the Glee soundtrack!

I love the cover :)

Connor already knows how to work it...he can find all the kid apps and go to town. I think he's actually learning too!

Another addicting and time-consuming activity we have discovered is the new Super Mario Bros. for Wii. All last night and today we could not tear ourselves away. It was supposed to be for Taylor and Averi but we have taken it over :) SO MUCH FUN!!

I'm pretty sure I have used these great escapes so as not to dwell on what is about to come...real life...as in J-O-B. (And yes...I consider student teaching to be a job...one that doesn't pay). But I have decided that real life is nothing to fret over. As I was reflecting today I realized that everything is going to be fine. We are blessed. At the least, we live in a country where women are able to educate themselves and work if they choose to do so. I have opportunities that so many women in other places aren't afforded.

I originally did not intend to start back to school until after Averi's Kindergarten year, which would be next fall. I am so glad I did not stick to that because by that time I will be completely finished with school and student teaching...hopefully I'll be in my own classroom!

As perfect as everything has worked out, I cannot tell you how I have struggled through this whole process. I truly want to give 100% of me to my family. Being a parent is the most important job I have...and definitely the hardest. God gave us three awesome gifts, but also three awesome responsibilities. T, A, and C are my priorities. At the same time I know I have to work. I think that being a mom can only help me to be a better teacher...and that teaching can help me to be a better mom. I am just praying that God gives me the wisdom to know how to balance everything.

At the end of the day I think this change will be a good thing...for us at least.

I am believing that this new chapter of life will give me:

More confidence.
A sense of accomplishment.
Validation.
Financial security.
Fulfillment.

Not that I didn't have these things before...but I am hoping they are enhanced!

Mr. Conductor...

2010-01-05T16:32:00.003-06:00

While we were in S.A. we got the chance to visit my brother and his girlfriend. They showered the kids with even more Christmas gifts. Connor didn't make the trip with us, so when we arrived back in Lubbock he got to open his present. He got a choo-choo train and what else but a conductor's hat! Perfect! He loves it and wanted to say THANKS!

He loves to push it and make train noises..."Choo-Choo"

He likes to keep all the blocks on the middle train. I tried to move some to the caboose, but he told me they didn't go there.

He is so cute in his hat :)

When he is done playing he will put all the pieces (including his hat) in his backpack with rollers, and pull it behind him wherever he goes.

Life As I Know It...

2010-01-04T15:42:00.004-06:00

Is about to change. I start student teaching in exactly two weeks. I am nervous, excited, ready, apprehensive...I am basically on a roller coaster of emotions. My main fear is time...there is not enough of it. I already feel stretched too thin somedays without a full-time job added to the equation. I want to be a good teacher, mom, wife...I want to give my all to every area of my life without feeling like I'm selling somebody/something short.
I have really had to adjust my thinking the past month or so to prepare myself for this change. I am taking it one day at a time. I will not be anxious about what tomorrow holds.
Therefore do not be anxious for tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. Matthew 6:34

We had a fun time in San Antonio this past weekend. I loved walking around the River Walk and seeing Tech fans EVERYWHERE! There was a spirit of comradery among all of us...especially with all of the controversy and media attention. What a night for Ruffin McNeill! He handled the situation with dignity and class!

Averi in front of the Alamo

On the River Walk

The girls got sparkly hats.

River Walk at night

The biggest crock ever!

Averi holding Mr. Fuzzy

I have seen these crazy, furry worm things everywhere. Next to the display there is always a video playing. The video makes the worms look so fun...and too good to be true! We were at a junky souvenier shop in S.A. and Chad had to get one to see how they worked. It basically ended up being a pipe cleaner with two googly eyes glued on, and a clear string tied to the end of it. That's the trick...clear string! What a crock! We tried to make it look as life-like as the video did, but somehow failed. At least it gave us a good chuckle!

GAME NIGHT!! Texas Tech vs. Michigan State

Guns Up!

Sweet Victory!

We couldn't go to San Antonio and not bring back a Davy Crockett hat for Connor! You know him and hats :)

Just Say "No" to After Christmas Let Down...

2009-12-28T20:23:00.016-06:00

It was great while it lasted, but alas, another Christmas has come and gone. Looking forward to the holidays is as much a part of the fun as the actual day. But I will not let dreary January get the best of me.

Our Christmas(es) were filled with fun, family, and food! The night before Christmas Eve we had the most beautiful snowfall. Huge flakes floated down...the next morning we woke up to a blanket of snow on the ground. It was a real treat since the LBK doesn't normally get a White Christmas. The kids had a blast building snowmen and pounding us with snowballs!

So Christmas may be over, but we still have New Year's to look forward to...and Chad's parents are taking us to San Antonio for the TTU game next weekend! Way to go, Leach, on getting suspended :) We will still be there with our guns up. Riverwalk and Uncle Brant, here we come!

Family Pic.

The tree

Ready to open presents!

He tore into that bag.

Sydney, Averi, Taylor and Molly the Mannequin.

Snowman #1

My Snow Angel

Soft Landing

Gramps!

Snowman #2

She nailed Poppi!

Braces...

2009-12-28T17:02:00.005-06:00

Last Tuesday Taylor got braces. She was sore for a couple of days, but it didn't slow her down one bit. I always wanted braces. I used to straighten out paper clips and put them across my teeth like they were retainers. Now I have a kid old enough for braces...that's a little freaky. She wears them well!

She chose blue bands.

We had to make the rounds afterwards to show off her new smile!

Proud of You, Miss Averi...

2009-12-18T15:49:00.005-06:00

Averi was chosen to be Student-of-the-Month in her Kindergarten class for the month of November! Way to go, sweet girl!

First Piano Recital ♪ ♪ ♪

2009-12-16T11:27:00.002-06:00

Last night was Taylor's first piano recital. She started taking lessons in July and has learned a lot in a short amount of time! Her teacher is actually the art teacher at Honey. She is so sweet and only has three piano students. It was a fun evening.

Juilliard, here she comes! She played Jingle Bells and Jolly Old St. Nicholas.

Lillian, Kate, Mrs. Holeman, and Taylor

Pet Peeves...(:

2009-12-12T12:17:00.006-06:00

These make me smile.

http://www.weheartit.com/

Bear Tree...

2009-12-09T23:15:00.004-06:00

I love the Bear Tree tradition at Honey :) And I love my two Honey Bears!

Top Ten Things to Do This Christmas...

2009-12-07T22:06:00.004-06:00

10. Listen to my favorite Christmas album.

9. Relax.

8. Bake cookies.

7. Enjoy tree-lit evenings!

6. Watch the best Christmas movie ever!! "You'll shoot your eye out"!

5. Hop in the car, grab some Starbucks, and look for the best Christmas lights in town (there is a great house on 59th? and Indiana...a light show set to Transiberian Orchestra).

4. Read this to my kids!!

3. Start a new family tradition. Maybe Elf on the Shelf??

2. Give.

1. Slow down and remember the Reason for the Season.

Changed My Mind...

2009-12-06T19:58:00.016-06:00

I couldn't stand not to have a Christmas card this year. It just wouldn't be right without one :)

And just a few minutes ago this happened!! Now, literally, all she wants for Christmas is her two front teeth! I keep making her say words that begin with "th" :)

And I am proud to announce that Connor has peed on his potty three times today!!! We are so proud of him! We bribe him with candy-canes and suckers, and it works. He is totally ready and loving that he gets to wear big-boy pull-ups. Oh, and he found a pen and decided to draw all over himself. He is covered in circles...his favorite thing to draw.

Hill Happenings...

2009-12-02T14:06:00.004-06:00

I had to video Connor playing ball. He lifts his leg when he throws...just like a baseball pitcher. It is so cute. FYI...Chad thinks it's really funny to make tooting noises whenever he sees someone bend over.

Here is a pic of the kiddos while Chad and I were gone last weekend. Besides decorating Granna and Gramp's tree, they saw two movies, played with cousin Sydney, and learned to play UNO. I don't think they missed us much!

I found this paper in Taylor's backpack. Apparently this is what she does at school. I think she has entered the doodling phase...which pretty much means she's growing up!

And this definitely means Averi is growing up! All she wants for Christmas...:)

I am done with this semester! Hallelujah! It still astounds me how fast they come and go! I'm pretty sure I have kept my 4.0!
In the Christmas card department, however, I have failed because we do not have one this year. Oh well. We will just enjoy receiving them!

Weekend of the BUTT...Day 2

2009-12-01T08:00:00.009-06:00

Day 2 was GAME DAY! We started it off with lunch at the Cheesecake Factory (spicy cashew chicken!!) and some window shopping in Southlake.

We arrived at the stadium around 1:30-ish. The game didn't start til 5. We had fun walking around looking at all the tailgaters and smelling all the yummy food. Tech tailgaters outnumbered Baylor tailgaters, probably ten to one.

Chad and Luke ended up scoring some sweet suite tickets, thanks to Angela's cousin. So at 3:00 we parted ways and Angela, the kids, and I went inside to tour the stadium. It took us a good hour before we finally got to our seats. We climbed, what felt like, a hundred flights of stairs. We decided it was the stairway to heaven.

All that climbing made us hungry, so in our desperation we doled out ungodly amounts of money for snacks. I guess it's all part of the atmosphere.

BUTT Day! I think they did that just for grins :) Maybe not, but we thought it was funny!

Cowboys Stadium and TTU tailgaters.

It's nice having kids that are old enought to operate a camera! I think Evan took this one :)

That T.V. was huge! Hard to tell in pictures, though.

Wreck Em' Tech!

Very cool!

Huddle

All good things must come to an end. After the game it was time to say goodbye to our fun weekend :)

Weekend of the BUTT...Day 1

2009-11-29T15:56:00.007-06:00

BUTT as in Baylor Univ. VS Texas Tech! What a FUN weekend! We left early Friday morning with the Long's for a quick roadtrip to see Tech whoop Baylor in the new Cowboys stadium. It was a whirlwind 2 days and an absolute blast!

For starters we had our very own entertainment...Luke Long! If you know Luke, you know that he is a one-man show. He never runs out of energy, and you never know what to expect...except the unexpected. So...for your entertainment here is the one and only Luke Long (you'll want to pause the music)!

First thing we did?? EAT...at cozymel's. They had these cool little machines at each table where you could check out the menu, order movie tickets, and even pay for your meal! Man, I didn't realize how behind the times Lubbock is :)

At the hotel.

The beautiful Gaylord. Our rooms were on the very top floor...we had a great view!

The ever-popular self-portrait.

Pretty

Enjoying just walking around.

True love.

The mamas and 1/2 of the kiddos (we left our kiddos in the LBK).

TTU pep rally at Texan Station. The Gaylord was the official hotel for the game, so it was like it's own little community of Tech fans everywhere you looked. We saw several people we knew! FUN!

Me and Raider Red!

Happy Thanksgiving...

2009-11-25T12:23:00.005-06:00

I found these papers in the girls' backpacks. Thought they were cute :)

Goodbye Oprah...A Year From Now

2009-11-23T23:45:00.035-06:00

I've been watching Oprah since I was in the 7th grade...if not longer. I don't agree with her politics, but one of my dreams has always been to one day attend a taping of her show. That hasn't happened yet, and probably won't, but I did get the next best thing.

In February of 2004 Chad and I went to Chicago for a weekend. He had an interview for an internship with a sports training facility. We were this close to spending that summer in Chi-town. He took another offer in VA instead.

But while we were there I HAD HAD HAD to visit Harpo Studios. I still get excited thinking about it now! I remember we walked up to the building...I was so close yet so far away to my dream coming true. The doors were locked, but right next to the doors was a plate-glass window and a security officer working inside. My sweet husband knew how badly I wanted in so he asked the guard if they offered any tours of Harpo. No they didn't. I guess the sweet man could see the longing in my face, because he opened the doors and welcomed us in.

OH MY GOSH!! I was inside of Harpo! The first thing I noticed were the staircases on either side of the big, open room. And at the top of the stairs, on the wall that overlooked the whole room, was a large portrait of O...it was a surreal moment for me. I stood there for a minute just taking everthing in, then the guard asked if I wanted to see the studio where the show tapes. UM, YES!!! So he led us to a door on the left side of the big room, openend it, and we were standing backstage of the studio. He led us to the stage...the stage where O stands everyday on national television! The studio was dark, it was just Chad, me and the sweetest security officer on earth:) I could have stayed there a long time just staring at all the empty seats. Crazy but true. I asked if I could take pictures...he said no. Apparently only the official Harpo photographer is allowed to take pics. I was just grateful to be let in at all.

On our way out I thanked the man profusely. He gave me an Oprah mug and we went on our merry way! It was the best day!

Now Oprah is saying goodbye after next season, and I'll admit it makes me a little sad. But at least I have this picture and the memories!

Mommy's Little Helper...

2009-11-23T12:34:00.006-06:00

Just another example of his love affair with hats! This is what Connor looked like as we ran errands this morning. We had stopped by Granna and Gramp's so I could print some homework off and Connor found this santa hat, along with a couple of other things he managed to sneak off with. I love that I get to hang out with him everyday!

Also a shout out to Uncle Brant!! Happy Birthday!! Hope you have a great 37th :)

One More...

2009-11-21T12:07:00.005-06:00

List of things I am thankful for:

Success. I found out that I passed the EC-6 Generalist test!!! All that's left is student teaching and I will officially be certified to teach in Texas! Thank you, Lord!!
A good book. I am almost finished with Sarah Palin's book, Going Rogue. I think she is a fascinating lady. Next on the list is the classic Alice's Adventures in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll. Believe it or not, I have never read it.
A good movie. Excited to see The Blind Side and New Moon!
A good musical. Last night we went to see Annie Jr.! Three of Taylor's friends were in it, and it was so cute! I think we may have an aspiring actress on our hands now!
A Roadtrip. The Friday after Thanksgiving we are leaving for a quick roadtrip to Dallas with our friends, the Long's! We are going to stay at the fabulous Gaylord, eat a little Cheesecake Factory, and cheer on the Red Raiders in the new Cowboy staduim!
Pants with an elastic waist. Seriously.
A break. A break from school...a break from homework...a break from dance...a break from the craziness!

He Wears Many Hats...

2009-11-19T10:57:00.005-06:00

Connor loves...and I mean loooves hats. Big hats, little hats, soft hats, hard hats. Even things that aren't hats, he will turn them into hats. He is always walking around with something on top of his head. Bottle caps and plastic lids seem to be a recurring favorite. The funny part about it is, the "hats" actually stay put. He can go about his normal, day-to-day activities with random crap resting on his head. It's like having my very own Stupid Human Tricks show everyday.

Random Ramblings...

2009-11-17T22:00:00.016-06:00

This is my dream house...I want it! Think I could find one like it in the LBK?

And my dream garden. I love a storybook cottage! Maybe one day.

And I was so happy to find that Channel 23 on XM radio is all Christmas music all the time. My poor kids are trapped like rats. From now until Dec. 25 they will hear nothing but Jingle Bell Rock, Most Wonderful Time and all those classic holiday tunes. When Chad is in the car with us he won't have it. According to him, Christmas music is pure torture. I don't understand that kind of thinking :)

Driving home from school on Tuesday nights is always a peaceful time for me. It gives me a chance to reflect and put everything in perspective before becoming "mom" again. It's amazing what a few minutes of quiet will do for you. Tonight it was dark, I had the Christmas music going, and passed several houses that were already aglow with lights. It was a good feeling. Hello holiday season!

What the kids are up to...

Connor:

Is starting to talk really well. Some of the things that come out of his mouth leave me speechless. He is 2 and speaking in complete sentences.

The other day I could hear him rustling around my gazillion piles of "stuff" by the side of the bed, and I quietly watched him. He was trying to be so sneaky. When he realized I was there he got that deer-in-the-headlights, guilty look. He told me "I was looking in your purse and couldn't find gum".

One cute thing I like is when I sneeze and he tells me: "Bless you, mama".

At night, after the girls are in bed, we let him hang out in our bed for awhile. He says "Cuddle me" and snuggles up next to me. I think I am going to be one of those annoying moms that can't let go of her little boy.

He is way into choo-choo trains right now. He pretends everything is a choo-choo train. His grilled-cheese sandwich, a battery...it doesn't matter...it's a train.

He loves the clock tower at Vintage. If you ask him what the clock says he replies "DONNNG...DONNNG" and even slips a little vibrato in with it.

The other day I was doing homework, went to save it on my red USB drive, and realized it was nowhere to be found. It had ALL of my homework on it. I was frantic. I knew the little toot Connor had probably taken it because he has before.

In my frenzy I made the whole family look for it. Everyone except Connor that is. He was chillin' in our bed watching Little Bear. I asked him if he had seen my "red thing"...how else do I describe it? I can't exactly ask him where my USB drive is. I think I scared him in my craziness. He shook his head as if to say "No...get away crazy lady"!

A few minutes later, after no success, Taylor, calmly, asked him if he knew where mommy's "red thing" was and he said. "Boot." Chad picked up Taylor's boot, turned it upside down, and sure enough there was my "red thing".

Averi:

Is a dance school drop-out. She told me she was done with it. I asked her if she was sure, she said "Yep", and hasn't looked back since. I admire her decisiveness.

She makes me laugh with her sarcastic, dry sense of humor.

I love that she still needs lots of TLC. She is still my baby girl. Every night she comes down the stairs and asks: "Can I give you a hug"? Sweet.

Taylor:

Is maturing into a little lady.

She is reading big, thick chapter books. I really hope she develops a love for reading. One of my favorite things is to get lost in a book.

She is becoming so independent. I don't have to baby her about things like homework. She knows what she needs to do, and gets it done.

She had an ortho appt a couple of weeks ago, and was hoping the expander would come out. It has already been 6 weeks since it was put in. It didn't. In fact we have to turn it 6 more weeks and then its braces time. Dec 22 is the big day. Right before Christmas. Should be fun.

☮, ♥, and ☺ ...

2009-11-15T00:23:00.002-06:00

After my last post I feel like my blog needs a little pick-me-up! A little... And since this is the month of Thanksgiving I am going to do just that...give thanks.

This week I am thankful for:

Healthy children. We have been so blessed. There has been no serious illness this fall in the Hill household. No pig flu, no strep throat...just a mild cold or two.
Chad. He loves me no matter what. He understands me, and takes care of me.
Family. Without our family I am not sure I would be sane right now. My parents, Chad's parents, and Chad's grandmother are the best support system anyone could ask for. If I need homework time, cleaning time, or just some quiet time, they are right there 100% of the time! BLESSED!
The time that Taylor, Averi, and Connor get with their grandparents is priceless. They are close to all of them. Every living grandparent and great-grandparent they have is literally a 2-5 minute drive from our house. I would have sooo loooved that as a kid.
Music. Music is my passion. It touches the soul. There is nothing like it.
Education. I have the ability and opportunity to better our future by going to graduate school. I have had a lot of fun the past year-and-a-half getting to know new people, and proving to myself that...if you believe in yourself anything is possible.
My bed. Oh how I love sinking into my sweet bed after a long day! 6-7 hours of uninterrupted sleep. Beautiful :)

P.C. My Foot...

2009-11-12T01:04:00.021-06:00

I cannot believe I am up at this ungodly hour, but I just finished watching my DVR'd Glenn Beck and he's got me all riled up! I am so happy he is back on the air after his bout with appendicitis.

The coward at Ft. Hood who took 13 lives and injured 42 is nothing more than a scum-sucking, muslim-extremist, American-hating, PIECE! How's that for being politically correct?

And yes, I realize he is a child of God...and somehow in God's infinite goodness and grace he can be forgiven. I, however, am human, and fall short.

If I have to bear witness to one more "news" organization skirt around the truth about this creep, I am going to throw up in my mouth. Call it like it is. If it walks like a duck, talks like a duck, it must be...a duck. Right? If it walks like a terrorist, screams "allah akbar" before opening fire on fellow soldiers, it must be...a man suffering PTSD??? No. A victim of religious discrimination? No!! How about a terrorist?? I think so! But the White House would have you believe differently.

When Pres. Obama interrupted scheduled programming to address the nation, he spoke for 2 minutes about the rights of Native Americans before discussing the tragedy at Ft. Hood. And even then it was almost like an afterthought. As Glenn would say..."Listen to your gut". Something with that just ain't right.

It's time to wake up!

On a much lighter note...:) The CMA's rocked it tonight! Good stuff!

The rest of the week/weekend doesn't show signs of slowing down.

Tomorrow we are having Thanksgiving lunch with Averi...cafeteria turkey and dressing. MmmmmMmmm...she said sarcastically. And tomorrow evening is Taylor's PTA program. She is so excited because she has a speaking part. She's so cute!

Friday is Grandparents Day (a.k.a. Grandparents come buy books at our book fair day). J/K! Even at my age I still get all giddy when it's book fair time. And I am glad that Honey is such a family-oriented school! They are great!

Friday night Taylor has a slumber party, and first thing Saturday morning she is going to "Second Saturday" at the Dance Gallery. Whew...I need a nap already.

O.K. I am done. I feel better. I am debating whether or not I should even go to bed at this point. Is it worth it with only 4 hours of sleep-time left? Arghh...why do I do this to myself??

Little Moments I Love...

2009-11-05T12:37:00.010-06:00

This week has been filled with little moments that I treasure. I don't know if it's because Thanksgiving is just around the corner and holiday spirit is in the air, or because I can feel the end of the semester nearing, or a combination of the two. But I know that my heart is full!

Watching Taylor do ballet to How He Loves in dance class last night
Crawling in bed with Connor to wake him up this morning
Driving down the road singing Party in the USA with Taylor and Averi...as loud as we can!
Browsing the new Barnes and Noble and pretending I'm in Dallas...it has that big city feel to it. I don't care if that's weird:)
Spending time with family we haven't seen in a long time
Celebrating my mom's birthday tonight...I won't give away her age :)
Getting an email saying that I am cleared for student teaching in the spring...can't believe it's actually happening!
Listening to Averi read!!
Sipping on a chai and driving around town
Target time...the Christmas decorations are out...Connor said "That's pretty" about every tree he passed
Getting a free Chic-Fil-A sandwich
Preparing for Taylor's Christmas dance recital...yes, it's already that time!
Walking around Tech in the crisp fall air
Watching Taylor and Averi play with friends
Believing that I CAN and I WILL!

There is something so magical about this time of year! I LOVE IT! It never gets old.

Smell My Feet...

2009-11-01T20:26:00.007-06:00

Our Halloween was a blast this year! It was a long, fabulous, exhausting day :) For me it started at 5:30 a.m. I was at Tech bright and early to take the EC-6 Generalist...I hope I passed :)

So the REAL fun began when we trick-or-treated at Mema's. Granna, Gramps, and Granna's brother, Mark, were there. Mema moved here Friday from Shamrock and is settling in at Raider Ranch.

After we chatted with them we headed over to Vintage where we saw Dondi and Poppi and met up with the Long's, the Watt's, and the Fortner's! The neighborhood was alive with people and costumes and decorations everywhere you looked.

The big kids wanted to trick-or-treat first...since the parents were just along for the ride we followed their lead. They ran from house to house as fast as they could go. They used to be shy about ringing people's doorbells...no more, my friend! After they hit all the houses, they played games and got their faces painted. Can you say HYPER?? They were on a serious sugar high!

Connor was scared of all the costumes so he stayed at Dondi and Pop's and helped pass out candy.

What a great weekend we had! I love this time of year!

Batgirl Averi and Vampiress Taylor

Fly Batgirl Fly!

It was a little difficult getting a pic with the 3 of them this year.

Dondi and Pop's house

All the kiddos! What a bunch of cuties :)

Train ride. Connor loves choo choo trains, but for some reason was not diggin' this! He wouldn't get on.

Off they go!

The cousins

And the Winner is...

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TAYLOR!!

So a couple of weeks ago American State Bank partnered with Honey and some of the other elementaries in town to put on a poster competetion for all the 3rd graders. The purpose was to create a poster highlighting 5 qualities of the Lubbock community.

I really REALLY didn't want anything to do with it. We got the letter on Friday and the poster was due the following Tuesday. Taylor kept on until we finally said OK! So we helped her get everything together and ended up with a pretty darn cute end product. Whether she won or not we were glad we gave it a go.

Well, they announced the winner on Wednesday, and sure enough Taylor won! Crazy! I didn't think to get a picture of the thing, and now we don't know where the poster is. It is somewhere at Honey we think :)

The winners were recognized at last night's MHS game.

The winners got jerseys with their names on them

They got to do the coin toss before the game

Poppi and Tay on the field

I could not get the camera to work...it would only take a pic. when she started to walk away!

Africa Pics...

2009-10-16T11:04:00.002-05:00

I just love these pictures! These are from my parent's trip a couple of weeks ago. Someday we want to take the kids!

Pretty

My sweet dad

Impressive

Cute kids

My sweet mom

Funny

Dancing

They helped the group fix a flat tire

Love this

Punkin Fun...

2009-10-11T19:10:00.008-05:00

This past Saturday was a busy day. It started off with Punkin' Days in Floydada and ended with the TTU football game.

Kristi, Sydney, Dondi, Averi, Taylor and I have made Punkin Days a yearly tradition. We love to go, check out all the booths, and eat a yummy lunch.

We were glad we decided to leave the boys with Nana because it was freezing this time around.

The girls ended up with bottle cap necklaces, hairbows, and plastic bears filled with different colored sand...the dreaded colored sand...they get one every time!

Cute!

They are getting so big

Taylor and Sydney being silly

Sweet

Fall is here

It was cold!

Chad and I used to get season tickets to the footballs games, but haven't since Connor came along. I miss the atmosphere and all the crazy fans! We had a lot of fun, but were frozen by half time so we left.

What Language is That...

2009-10-09T21:46:00.013-05:00

So, as everyone does, I've really been questioning my purpose lately. I know that being a mom is part of my purpose. And hopefully teaching will be a part of it too. But I just have this feeling that there is something more.

I am in the middle of reading Say You're One of Them by Uwem Akpan. It is five fictional stories about some of the horrific experiences African children are forced to endure. We hear about these stories, we see these stories on t.v. but how often does it really sink in? I realized that I have allowed myself to become way too complacent. Thankfully, but unfortunately, because of our freedoms it is easy to slip into unconsciousness while going about our day-to-day lives.

Yesterday my parents (two of the koolest kats I know) arrived home from Africa. They (mainly my dad) travel all over the world simply to love on people and to tell them about God's love for them. Since I don't get to go I live vicariously through their experiences :) They told us how precious the people were there. And how grateful many of them were just to know someone cared. One thing I've learned is that no matter where you are in the world, everyone wants to feel needed. Everyone speaks the universal language of love.

I want my eyes and my childrens' eyes to be opened inside of, and beyond these four "walls" of Lubbock, TX. My prayer is that our hearts would break for the things that break His.

Let us see through Your eyes and love the way You love!

Hopefully pics of their trip to come.

My Superhero...

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I LOVE HIM!

Shamr♣ck...

2009-10-04T14:42:00.010-05:00

I love small towns for the same reason I can't stay in one for more than a couple of days. Minutes can feel like hours, and days like weeks. But Shamrock holds a special place in my heart. And everytime I go, it's like going back in time. NOTHING ever changes. It's comforting yet a little disturbing at the same time. Even the can of Lysol in Mema's bathroom is...oh...10 plus years. It has become a permament fixture. Oh my!

Shamrock is where my mom's side of the family celebrated Christmas every year. It's where I spent a week almost every summer growing up. It's where my grandparents raised their family. Now when I go, there is a sad emptiness about it. A lot of the old shops I used to love are long gone. So many of Mema and Jack's friends are gone. Jack is gone too.

We were hoping to make it to a high school football game, but they had the week off. I would love to see life there from a young person's perspective. I wonder if they still hang out in the DQ parking lot or race the drag! Everyone knows everything about everybody...that's for sure!

So we wanted to make one last trip before Mema moved to Lubbock. Connor had never been, and the girls were just babies the last time we were there. It was a nice, short trip. We got to visit the old farms and just hang out with Mema. The drive was even fun. We took the back roads...it was much prettier that way.

Jack's farm out west

Land at Kelton

Jack's grave in Kelton

In front of Mema's house

Playing

Spinning in Jack's old chair

Answers...

2009-10-02T11:00:00.009-05:00

Answer to Prayer #1:
When I picked Tay up from school yesterday she had the biggest smile on her face. She came bouncing to the car and was so excited to tell me that she was voted student class representative!! This is year # 2 for her. I prayed all day she would get it. I think she needed the boost of confidence. Thank you, Lord!

I was also class representative in the 3rd grade...because I'm cool like that! LOL :) I don't think Taylor was impressed with my coolness!

Answer to Prayer #2:
I am sooo excited because I just found out that I will, most likely, student teach at Honey for the entire spring semester. Instead of switching schools, I will just switch grades!! Answer to prayer!!

Answer to Prayer #3
My Mema was diagnosed with lung cancer in the fall of 2007. By mid-2008 she was completely healed. She's been to check-ups regularly since. This past week her dr. called her and wanted to take a second look, and do another cat scan. It came back totally clear!

We are headed to Shamrock tonight to see her. It will probably be our last time to stay in her house. She is moving to the Raider Ranch in Lubbock the end of this month! It's a big change for her, but one of her best friends is making the move with her.

Here we come, Shamrock! Home of the Fighting Irish :)

The Party...

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The dress

The cousin

The brother and the friend

The cake

The fun

The energy

The Granna!

We couldn't have picked a more perfect day for Averi's party! The day was beautiful and so was Aves!